#10

My Diary is the key to my soul:
If you've red it, you'll understand me.
Luckily for me there's a key to the Diary as well
which I hide carefully
so I can be a mystery for some people who care enough to talk to me.

#9

Fighting over text - I hate it..

Poem #8

The only thing I see at night
Is your brown eyes in my memory so bright
As if it was yesterday you were looking over to me
And at the same time I knew that "us" was never going to be.
The memory of you hurts in my heart
Because I knew right from the start
That we would never get together
You would say now "Uh, whatever."
I still miss you every second I'm not in the same room with you
I want to forget you but don't know how and yes it's true:
I love and will never unlove you...

#8

Who would have known that forgetting him would be so hard and that it would take soo long...

10.07.2012

I love him since last summer... I can't do it anymore...

Braces 4 Ever -.-'

Originally I had to go to the orthodontist today but I got a cold and my mom made me call them and move the appointment. Now I have to go there in may - in the next holidays...

Looks like I'll have those braces forever... THX MOM -.-'

Makeup-Tag!

Makeup

Blush or Bronzer? 100% bronzer! When I wear blush I look like a clown...

Lipgloss or Lipstick? I'm usually wearing a natural lipstick.

Eyeliner or Mascara? I'm using both but if I had to pick one I'd say Mascara.

Foundation or Concealer? Foundation. No question.

Neutral or Coloured Eyeshadow? I'd say neutral but if there is a big party and if I'm wearing something coloured I like to shade my eyes the same colour.

Pressed or Loose Eyeshadow? I only have Pressed ones.

Brushes or Sponges? Brushes.

Nails

Long or Short? Right hand long, left short...

Acrylic or Natural? Natural.

Brights or Darks? Both? Because I have to decide I'm gonna say brights because I'm wearing it now :)

Flower or no Flower? Sometimes... It's not like I have the same nails everytime..

Fashion

Jeans or Sweat Pants? JEANS! I never wear Sweat Pants - only for sports

Long Sleeve or Short? Short.

Stripes or Plaid? I don't like both but I think Stripes are a tiny bit better...

Flip Flops or Sandals? Like both but Flip Flops hurt after a long time so I'm gonna say Sandals.

Scarfs or Hats? Scarfs? Although I don't wear them verry often..

Studs or Dangly Earrings? I only wear studs but I really like Dangly Earrings!

Cowboy Boots or Riding Boots? Riding Boots are boring...

Jacket or Hoody? I like Hoodys but when it's cold my mom makes me wear both -.-'

Body

Perfume or Body Splash? Perfume!

Lotion or Body Butter? Lotion!

Body Wash or Soap? Body Wash... I never used Soap...

Hair

Curly or Straight? Straight. I wish they'd be at least a tiny little bit wavy.

Bun or Ponytail? I nearly always wear them open but sometimes in a Ponytail.

Bobby Pins or Butterfly Clips? Bobby Pins - I have hundreds of them.

Hairspray or Gel? I don't even have Gel so I say Hairspray

Long or Short? Looooooooooooooooooooooong

Light or Dark? When I have dark hair I look like an Emo so I say light.

Side-Swept Bangs or Full Bangs? I've Side-Swept Bangs

Up or Down? Like I said: Down!

Music #16

This song is just soo true... and soo sad :'(

Puttin’ my defences up

‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love

If I ever did that

I think I’d have a heart atta-a-a-a-ck....

Never put my love out on the line

Never said "Yes!" to the right guy

Never had trouble getting what I want

But when it comes to you, I’m never good enough

When I don’t care

I can play ‘em like a Ken doll

Won’t wash my hair

Then make 'em bounce like a basketball

But you make me wanna act like a girl

Paint my nails and wear high heels

Yes you, make me so nervous

That I just can’t hold your hand

You make me glo-o-o-o-o-ow,

But I cover up

Won’t let it sho-o-o-o-o-ow,

So I’m puttin’ my defences up

Cause I don’t wanna fall in love

If I ever did that

I think I’d have a heart atta-a-a-a-a-ack

I think I'd have a heart atta-a-a-a-a-ack

I think I'd have a heart attack

Never break a sweat for the other guys

When you come around, I get paralyzed

And everytime I try to be myself

It comes out wrong like a cry for help

It’s just not fair

Brings more trouble than it all is worth

I gasp for air

It feels so good, but you know it hurts

But you make me wanna act like a girl

Paint my nails and wear perfume

For you, make me so nervous

That I just can’t hold your hand

You make me glo-o-o-o-o-ow,

But I cover up

Won’t let it sho-o-o-o-o-ow,

So I’m puttin’ my defences up

Cause I don’t wanna fall in love

If I ever did that

I think I’d have a heart atta-a-a-a-a-ack

I think I'd have a heart atta-a-a-a-a-ack

I think I'd have a heart attack

The feelings got lost in my lungs

They’re burning, I’d rather be numb

And there’s no one else to blame

So scared I take off and I run

I’m flying too close to the sun

And I burst into fla-a-a-a-a-a-a-ames

You make me glo-o-o-o-o-ow,

But I cover up

Won’t let it sho-o-o-o-o-ow,

So I’m puttin’ my defences up

‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love

If I ever did that

I think I'd have a heart attaaaaaaaaack

I think I'd have a heart atta-a-a-a-a-ack

I think I'd have a heart attack

I think I'd have a heart atta-a-a-a-a-ack

I think I'd have a heart atta-a-a-a-a-ack

I think I'd have a heart attack.

"You make me wanna act like a girl,

paint my nails and wear high heels"

#7

HIS brown eyes ♥

#6

#5

If he thinks he's too good for me then he doesn't deserve me...