German Poem #2

Du bist der Grund, warum ich weine.

Ja du - nicht die anderen Schweine.

Denn du hast mir mein Herz gestohlen

Und ich kann's mir nicht wieder holen.

Meine letzten Tränen wisch' ich weg

Obwohl ich weiß, es hat keinen Zweck.

Ich schaff' es nicht, dich zu vergessen.

Du wirst dich nie aus meinem Kopf verpissen.

Music #12

"Maya said 2012 is the end
They think that's God's plan!"

German Poem #1

Du sagst ich soll mehr essen,

Kannst du gleich wieder vergessen!

Denn du schreist mich nur noch an,

Obwohl ich gar nichts dafür kann.

Deine Schreie machen keinen Sinn,

Sie zeigen mir nur, dass ich alleine bin.

Ich bin dir doch total egal!

Aber du bist Mutter. Du hast keine Wahl.

Ich werde nur noch schlank

Doch ich bin nicht physisch krank.

Denn wozu lebe ich denn?

Für was oder wen?

Ihr wollt mir alles wegnehmen.

Bald kann ich niemanden mehr seh'n.

Ich bin wie ein Roboter;

Mache alles was du sagst.

Ich bin brav, ich rede nur,

Wenn du mich etwas fragst.

Du drohst mir mit Internet-Entzug,

Dadurch wird nichts besser.

Dadurch wird nichts gut.

Denn dann hol ich mir das Messer.

Alles nur aus Wut.

Music #11

Music #10

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Poem #7

Every time you go through that door,

I know there's nothing I could fight for.

I know there's nothing I could get

And if I would you would regret.

I hate her for sitting next to you.

Yes I'm jealous, yes it's true!

Every time you're in my way,

I've no idea what to say.

I feel dumb because of this

'Cause all I want is just a kiss.

Your hairstyle is so... neat,

My heart just skips a beat.

I really like your sweet, sweet smell.

I don't know what else to tell.

Poem #6

Every time I'm crying,

A piece of me is dying.

My happines just flies away.

I only know afterwards what I had to say.

Poem #5

His black shirt today looked really hot.

Yes, I do like him a lot.

Not being with him really sucks.

I can't stand his cute looks.

Every time I look in his direction

There is this reflection:

Maybe someone is seeing this!

And the person will sure know what it is.

I can't love him anymore

So I'll let him to be with this whore.

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Music #9

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Poem #4

I'm sitting here for days now.

Alone. Like locked in my room.

On the outside I look calm

But my inside wants to scream.

I'm not living my dream. This nightmare is my life.

All I really want is to take a big knife,

Put everything to an end

So I have nothing to  pretend.

Poem #3

Friends are the best thing you can get.

You can give them hugs - your eyes still wet.

They wouldn't care

If there were

Make-Up on their sweather

If only after that for you it's getting better.

Poem #2

I don't want to love you anymore

'Cause there is nothing I can go for.

All I want is to forget

Your laugh, your hair, your silhouette,

Your clothes, your vioce - 

I had no choice

But just to fall in love with you.

Demi Lovato

I just love this strong woman!

Maybe it's because I feel the same like she used to feel?

Maybe because she is inspiring?
I don't know. I just love her!!

Music #8

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Music #7

This song was in my head for a whole day and I decided to make a lyrics-video.

So here it is: (I hope you like it)

Shoes

Fuck!

Pretty sure it was a joke...

Yesterday I found this piece of paper in my locker:

(I love you)

And now I'm pretty sure it was a joke because:

1. If it would be serious, there would be a name or something on it.
2. If it would be serious, it would be neat and wouldn't look like someone did it very fast.
3. A friend of mine received a similar piece of paper in her locker, too.

Confused... again

There's a chaos in my head.

And everything because of a little piece of paper in my locker with three words and a heart on it:

I Love You ♥

The thing is: I'm pretty sure (99%) it's ment to be a joke, or someone picked the wrong locker.

But there's a voice in my head that says "What if not?"

What if it's not a joke? What if it was someone I don't know?

What if it was HIM?

On the other hand I'm thinking: "Which kind of boy would like ME?"

I'm nothing special. An average, shy girl. Actually I think I'm ugly but my friend says otherwise and I think she's lying :P

I hope someone will explain everything to me...

Music #6

Such a cute song ♥

I'm confused...

Does he now like me or doesn't he??

Maybe it's only in my fantasy but I think he tries to get near me and today he actually talked to me even if it was only a joke... I hope IF he likes me, he tries to be friends with me ;)

Music #5

Loving you is suicide...

Cute *.*

Reasons why I'm in love with him

• He's funny
• He's pretty
• He has dark hair
• He has dark eyes
• He has a beautifull smile
• His laugh is cute
• The way he talks
• The way he makes fun of teachers
• He doesn't mince words
• His style
• His voice
• His smell
• He is just... HE

If I would die nobody would care...

Smoking

I saw him smoking today after school.

For you it may not be a big deal but for me it is.

I will never date a boy if...

• I don't like him
• I don't know him
• He's a male slut (I don't want to be just another one)
• He does drugs, smokes or drinks
• He's dumb
• He doesn't like me
• He's childish
• The only thing he wants is sex
• He has bad taste in many things
• He does everything just to impress his buddies
• Nothing really matters to him

I am a big liar

I told my friends I was over him but I'm not.

I'm still always thinking about him.
I give up: I can't forget him.

I still love him.

I feel fat and ugly

Why does my mirror tell me I'm too fat but the scales keep telling me I'm too thin?

Poem #1

I love him so much but he doesn't know it.

I wish I wouldn't so I had none of this shit.

Every day I see him sitting right there.

I wish he were here and not anywhere.

He does drugs and he smokes so he has a bad side.

But maybe he'll change. In each tunnel is light.

Music #4

I wish I would just forget him...

:(

Something was missing...

Damn...

I thought I was over him but I'm still sllways thinking and dreaming about him.

But never mind - I'll try harder to forget him!!

Cro - Einmal Um Die Welt [translation - English]

Cro - Einmal Um Die Welt [Once Around The World]

One.. Two... One, two, three, four.

Baby never worry about money again.

Just give me your hand.

I'll buy you the world tomorrow.

No matter where you want to go, we'll fly around the world.

Bugger off if you don't like it here.

East, west or north,  I have the jackpot on board.

Want from here over London immediately to New York.

From today on I'll live every day as if I'll be dead tomorrow,

will walk through the park and throw with money like it were bread.

(Yeah) Only caviar, champagne or champus.

Baby I'll satisfy your wishes with an handkiss.

Breakfast in Paris and then jogging on Hawaii

and to beat this all we'll go shopping in L.A. (Whuuuh)

So take your toothbrush, beacause from

now on your home is more than in one place.

With my babe in my hand and a safe on the wall

we can do what we want and the life is still long.

So come on...

Baby never worry about money again.

Just give me your hand.

I'll buy you the world tomorrow.

No matter where you want to go, we'll fly around the world.

Bugger off if you don't like it here.

She wants credit cards and my rental car.

She wants designer shoes - many of them.

Manolo Blahnik, Prada, Gucci and Lacoste.

No Problem then I'll buy for your shoes a whole castle.

She wants to swim in money.

And she wants to wear a fur coat.

And she wants to drive fast,

drive once around the world.

Ahe can buy herself what she wants but never had,

because I have the American Express now - the black one.

So come on...

Baby never worry about money again.

Just give me your hand.

I'll buy you the world tomorrow.

No matter where you want to go, we'll fly around the world.

Bugger off if you don't like it here.

Baby never worry about money again.

Just give me your hand.

I'll buy you the world tomorrow.

No matter where you want to go, we'll fly around the world.

Bugger off if you don't like it here.

Winter

View out of my window in september:

View out of my window now:

bye bye autumn :(

This year autumn didn't get really long.

A few weeks ago we went to school without jackets and now...

I can't stand the winter.

Everyone is fat bacause of the winter coats.

It's cold and my nose is red.

My skin gets dry.

I just can't stand it.

I hope it's over soon.

I think I got over him

I thought i would be in love with him until we are finished with school but I made it:

I'm over him!

Now I can focus on more important things instead of crying because I can't have him.

I'm free again.

Maybe I'll soon find the right guy.

Smoking

A few of my friends (nearly all of them) started to smoke all of a sudden.

Call me boring but I won't start doing that.

I know many people who are smoking and I think it just stinks.

Perfect? I don't think so!

Remember a few posts earlier I said HE were perfect?

Well, he's not. He does drugs. I don't want him to destroy himself.

I can't say anything to him, 'cause he would laugh at me, but I can't do nothing as well.

Drugs

people just get it: Drugs make things worse.

I just heard that HE does drugs and I'm shocked.

I'm afraid he could get addicted.

I can't talk to him but on the other side I can't stand by and do nothing.

Forget him? I tried!

I'm trying not to love him but I can't he's just... perfect!

Today in class I noticed that he is really sensitive. I never expectet him to be so emotional.

I hoped he would but I never thought it would be a fact.

And that's how he makes it harder for me to forget him.

Music #3

Body

Why aren't we satisfied about what we have.

Many people think they are fat even if they are not.

And the persons who ARE actually fat know that they are but don't do anything about it.

I am no exception. I am also unhappy with my body.

But I don't think I'm fat. I'm too skinny.

Every morning I feel sick because of that.

I need to grow in weight.

Chemistry

iPhone

I would be with you every time ♥

Friends

Friends are the best thing you can ever get.

You can give them a hug, your eyes are still wet.

They wouldn't care if there were mascara on their sweather

If only after that for you it's getting better.

Forget

I don't want to love you anymore

'Cause there is nothing I can go for.

All I want is to forget

Your laugh, your hair, your silhouette.

Your clothes, your voice -

I had no choice

But just to fall in love with you.

Music #2

I don't care - I love it!

Time

Sometimes time goes by really slow.

Mostly it's when you have no fun, when everything is boring.

For example in school ^^

Sometimes it goes by so fast you're asking yourself where the time has gone.

Mostly it happens when you are having fun with your friends ♥

I wish I could control the time and make it go faster when I want to.

Does he love me, too?

I think he knows

But isn't sure

And if he were,

He wouldn't care.

Decisions

There are those we regret after a few seconds.

There are those we regret after a longer time.

And there are those we are proud of.