#11

Makeup is a hard thing:
If you do it wrong, it's like a mask which hides your beautiful face
But if you do it right, your beautiful face becomes more beautiful than it was before...

Music #18

Behind every favourite song of a girl is an untold story...



[The guy says: "Today I'm gonna tell you a story about a person who drowned in the cold sea after losing a loved person. I'm gonna tell you about a person who died twice"]

Music #17

I'm not the type to get my heart broken

I'm not the type to get upset and cry

'Cause I never leave my heart open

Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me

Never got the whole 'in love' thing

And someone can say they love me truly

But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round

And deep inside my tears I'll drown

I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?

I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition

And I've got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?

'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go

Maybe 'cause we spent so much time

And I know that it's no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby

Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart

I didn't give to you on purpose

Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round

And deep inside my tears I'll drown

I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?

I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition

And I've got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you? I'll never know

I never meant to let it get so personal

And after all I tried to do, stay away from lovin' you

I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know

And I won't let it show, you won't see me cry

This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition

And I've got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

(You'll never see me cry)

Now I'm in this condition

And I've got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

On my life

#10

My Diary is the key to my soul:
If you've red it, you'll understand me.
Luckily for me there's a key to the Diary as well
which I hide carefully
so I can be a mystery for some people who care enough to talk to me.

#9

Fighting over text - I hate it..

Poem #8

The only thing I see at night
Is your brown eyes in my memory so bright
As if it was yesterday you were looking over to me
And at the same time I knew that "us" was never going to be.
The memory of you hurts in my heart
Because I knew right from the start
That we would never get together
You would say now "Uh, whatever."
I still miss you every second I'm not in the same room with you
I want to forget you but don't know how and yes it's true:
I love and will never unlove you...