Reasons why I'm in love with him

• He's funny
• He's pretty
• He has dark hair
• He has dark eyes
• He has a beautifull smile
• His laugh is cute
• The way he talks
• The way he makes fun of teachers
• He doesn't mince words
• His style
• His voice
• His smell
• He is just... HE

If I would die nobody would care...

Smoking

I saw him smoking today after school.

For you it may not be a big deal but for me it is.

I will never date a boy if...

• I don't like him
• I don't know him
• He's a male slut (I don't want to be just another one)
• He does drugs, smokes or drinks
• He's dumb
• He doesn't like me
• He's childish
• The only thing he wants is sex
• He has bad taste in many things
• He does everything just to impress his buddies
• Nothing really matters to him

I am a big liar

I told my friends I was over him but I'm not.

I'm still always thinking about him.
I give up: I can't forget him.

I still love him.

I feel fat and ugly

Why does my mirror tell me I'm too fat but the scales keep telling me I'm too thin?

Poem #1

I love him so much but he doesn't know it.

I wish I wouldn't so I had none of this shit.

Every day I see him sitting right there.

I wish he were here and not anywhere.

He does drugs and he smokes so he has a bad side.

But maybe he'll change. In each tunnel is light.

Music #4